arsehole

I wish he'd just tell me. I hate waiting around for him to decide whether I'm worth keeping or not. He's fucking going to dump me, I know it. Maybe I should get in there first...fuck with his head instead of him fucking with mine.
Thing is I should be upset, but I can't make my mind up if I am or not. If he fucked me off, I'd be free to persue my other sexual side. I need to go out and meet girls.